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His PrincessDaddy tried to keep daughter safe
away from boys and major heartbreak.
Kills the monsters under her bed
tells her fantasies that fill her head.
Silently watches as she sleeps
holds her tight as she weeps.
A single person whose always there
sword in hand, hand in air.
Always ready to defend
his daughter, his princess
till the end.
KindredFalling into madness,
we are hand in hand.
I don't know if I know you
I don't know where I stand.
Am I clinging to someone I never knew
my heart lying exposed
with the hope that you might pierce me through
and teach me to not let go?
Is it possible that we're the same?
You'd change your world, your face, your name
change listlessly, and with a bow,
let go of then, keep hold of now
all to keep your soul alive?
A common thing for which we strive?
I don't if I know you,
or even if I care,
but I know you know me too
and that you exist somewhere,
I wonder why, so too shall I
exist beside you there.
Here is my box
There is my key
Do you dare open me?
What secrets do I hold?
Are you willing to face the consequences
Of opening my box.
Are you willing to open me up
And look on the inside
What will you do when you see?
These secrets I hold inside
Are only one question away.
That question will open me up.
Will you open my box?
Watch me as I fall once again.
Watch me lose my mind to nothing.
Tell me I'm worthless
Tell me you don't care
Listen to my cry of pain
You don't care
I don't care
Watch me bleed.
These cuts can't go deep enough
The blade isn't sharp enough
Watch me bleed.
Close your eyes
Open your eyes
I am gone
Search for me
I am lost
Take away this pain.
Tell me I will be okay.
This broken mind is tearing itself apart
Leaving me in a pool of blood
I want to die.
So once again
A cursed cutI carved an X into my heart
I wished to never fall in love again.
Over and over, I wished it.
I cursed myself
Now I fear I've lost my heart.
I don't want to fall out of love.
What's happening to me?
What have I done?
Ingloriously I hunt for fame
Shamelessly I force you to know my name
Say it once and say it loudly
So that for once in my life I own it proudly
Through the flexibility of words I am free
By this mercurial talent I am me
I aptly define myself into existence
With this skill I compel my life to make exact sense
With a turn of phrase
I turn yet another corner in my mind's maze
Discovering yet another building block of my personality
And one more step towards my life's finality
Determined to make my legacy shine
To have glory only I can call mine
It is only through the lens of fault darkly
That I can see my failures gleaming ever mo
HousecatI don't care if you say you love me
Take care of me, but let me be free
Fresh water, food in my bowl,
I am someone you cannot control
That is all I want from you
Satisfied I'll forever be true
But neglect me, and I'll be on my way
To find myself a better place to stay
The only man that tries.So i thought id write a poem
for everyone who feels alone
for everyone who feels unloved
for anyone who has no hope.
And so i thought id be that guy
who can make their dreams fly
who will be the one that tries
be the one that makes them smile
And i thought id be the one
to make the pain go undone
to make the memories die young
stop them from running from the sun
Oh how i want to be that guy
who sees the tears flow out their eyes
and make the pain cease when it tries
and make them feel like its alright
but when i try to be that guy
seems that my words are despised
and that flow of love goes dry
and I would be cast away like
Just one more time...You piss me off,
You make me cry,
You even make me wonder why.
Why do I put up with it all?
Why do I let you see my weakness?
Why do you keep me locked away?
You say you love me,
But lie to my face.
You make me love you,
What a discace.
I want to believe you,
When you say it will be okay,
But it's hard so hard to believe you.
Nothing feels right,
I keep up the fight.
So say you love me one more time,
Just one more time,
And you will once again be mine.
In my Lover Arms ForeverI've waited for you for a long time
But time has kept us apart
Through the years that has happened
All I wish was to see you for a life time
Time has been cruel to all
But to me this is what fate tells us
Deep inside we were always meant to be
Cause your my lover and forever my future
Its been said to all
that we always had a purpose to live
Now I speak the truth to all
Cause my heart always tells me its right
Its been for so long
that I never had this feeling
Until the day that I met you
I knew that I was free to this world
Life has its moments to all
I have got to say that this was best of all
All the thing that we share
The World Is Ending On Your BirthdayIt's your birthday, December twenty first
make a wish
let the candelabras burn an inch
in the morning, evening kiss
you've always longed for.
Pray beneath the mistletoe, adorned
grab your popcorn
the couch besides the window looks so grand
take a peek
with a smack of lips on buttery fingers, *prang!*
there goes the earthly orb.
Park your derriere mid-chew
the riots, panicked, raving loons
with that last piece of popcorn in your mouth
hear those shouts
that the world is ending
breathe the fumes
the flames are sending
see the crowds of mental patients cry
the morning after
Paper Hearts A clean sheet is how it starts,
An innocent life, with an unblemished heart
Pure bliss of a smile, happy affairs
A laugh, a giggle,
A world with no cares
But each day the paper ages
On it's surface, is found a new stain,
And each day the pencil moves,
All the paper feels is pain
The writer is not always the owner,
For the paper can be stolen from time, to time
And if you take the heart,
It will not come back unscarred
But the words can lie,
The heart can die
Rewrite the story,
Create a new life
The road to your final destinationThey see you as an amateur.
A new born deer desperately trying to stand on wobbly legs.
A faker who hides behind a poorly concealed disguise.
A worthless, wannabe, nothing who has no chance of ever being of their caliber.
You want so badly to be amongst their ranks.
To truly be content with your own ability.
But deep down in that murky pit of angst you know you will never truly be happy.
The cup you seek to fill will forever be half empty.
The more evolved you become the more your expectations raise.
Then you think to yourself, why bother?
What is the point?
No matter how far you sail misery will always be your shadow.
I paint these wallsI paint these walls a scarlet red to ward off the demons and the dead.
I paint these walls an ebony black to defend myself from the oncoming attack.
I paint these walls an envious green to remind myself that life can be terrible and mean.
I paint these walls a lemon yellow because I find that color very relaxing and mellow.
I paint these walls a cornflower blue because that particular shade reminds me of you.
I paint these walls a storm cloud gray to remind myself that spring is on the way.
I paint these walls a soft pink since there is more to this world than you may actually think.
JoyceHaving kicked the man in the balls and relieved him of his belongings, Joyce wasn't quite sure what to do next. She could run, but he might come after her the next minute. If she tied him up here, in the middle of nowhere, he might be eaten by wolves; or starve to death. Besides, she didn't have any rope. She could kill him... perhaps. The thought left a bitter taste in her mouth.
'What am I to do with you?' she sighed.
'Well,' he groaned while giving her a look that sent shivers down her spine, 'You can run, but that won't help you, cause I will find you! So you just wait another few minutes until I get back up again - and I mean úp- and t
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